What symbols does the author use? What do these symbols represent? How do you know?
In the book Clay Jensen is trying to figure out why he’s on Hannah Baker’s list, the list of reasons why she committed suicide. As he’s listening to the stories he begins to understand why she want this. Then there’s a thing that the readers begin to notice to notice throughout the story is missing opportunities. There were a few moments in the story when someone could’ve done something to help another but didn’t do anything, just let it happen. Essentially that’s what the whole list is about, people choosing either not to do something to help or hindering the issue. It was when Hannah was at the party with Clay. After Clay left another couple walk into the room. Later after the guy leaves because the girl is passed out another guy comes into the room at this point Hannah is hiding and the guy takes advantage of the passed out girl. Hannah said, “I’m blaming you entirely. We’re in this one together. We both could have stopped it. Either one of us. We could have saved her. And I’m admitting this to you. To all of you. That girl had two chances. And both of us let her down.” (229). Hannah herself is talking about missing the opportunity to make a change to help someone in need. Even later in the book she compares missing the chance to save her is a lot like how the people on the list had the chance to save her. However there one really important part when Hannah is talking to Clay in the audio tape.
“You could have told me anything, Hannah. That night, nothing was off limits. I would’ve stayed till you opened up and let everything out, but you didn’t.
I wanted to tell you everything. And that hurt because some things were too scary. Some things even I didn’t understand. How could I tell someone—someone I was really talking to for the first time—everything I was thinking? I couldn’t. It was too soon.
But it wasn’t.
Or maybe it was too late.
But you’re telling me now. Why did you wait till now? Her words, they’re not warm anymore. She might want me to hear them that way, but they’re burning me up instead. In my mind. In my heart.
Clay, you kept saying that you knew things would flow easily between us. You felt that way for a long time, you said. You knew we’d get along. That we would connect.
But how? You never explained that. How could you know? Because I knew what people said about me. I heard all the rumors and lies that will always be a part of me.
I knew they weren’t true, Hannah. I mean, I hoped they weren’t true. But I was too afraid to find out.
I was breaking. If only I’d talked to you sooner. We could have been…we could’ve…I don’t know. But things had gone too far by then. My mind was set. Not on ending my life. Not yet. It was set on floating through school. On never being close to anyone. That was my plan. I’d graduate, then I’d leave.” (210-211).
When she talks about how maybe if they had talked sooner things could’ve been different. Later on Clay brings up how he should’ve just talked to her. They both bring up that there was a chance to save her, to make a difference in her life and he missed that opportunity. This is about not missing that one chance you have, to take it and be that difference because you don’t know if you could be the one thing that was needed, like how Clay was that one thing Hannah needed.
Asher, Jay. Th1rteen R3asons Why: A Novel. New York: Razorbill, 2007. Print.